Deeply hurt & lonely..

U know in 19 yrs of my life all i ever wanted was freedom from my parents..

And now when i get that i wish things wud return back to normal..

Got nagged from my 2nd brother..

He told me that my parents cud'nt care abt me anymore..

It kinda hurts hearing dat..

Yest my hubby said to his fren' I know 3 yrs in a relationshp is smthing u can't forget'..

'for me my 2 yrs i wish i cud chnge things again bcuz i was a jerk last time & i regretted everything'..

'Now u haf the chance u shud try 2 werk things out, i know i wud if i were u'..

These was the werds he said 2 his fren which really hurt me deeply..

I feel reali lonely & i wish that i cud rewind things back..

I'm not proud of my past & that is sumthing i wish i cud change..

I neva had a decent relationshp coz of dat & i duno until wen..

I realli love him but deep down i know he still loves his ex & i cud neva chnge dat..

And all of doze of u out there thinking im a gerl who can't commit well u r wrong..

My past is haunting me & my freedom is realli killing me..

I hope those of u who know me wud understnd this post of mine..

Oh this is a pic of me & his frens at karaoke 2 days back..